The JCL Word: Monday afternoon

心情不太平靜。真要說的話，某個人害的。

下午回到實驗室，開始認真做事，到了某個想轉換思緒的時候，打開部落格想看一看Jennifer，結果一晃就晃到了tibette.com。隨手點開了一個頁面，隨便拉了一下上下軸，隨意瞄了一眼，然後，心情不太平靜。在椅子上坐立不安，在這密閉的空間悶著難過，所以簡單收拾了撒了一桌的東西，我決定回家。儘管今天稍早已經來來回回學校之間，大約走上70分鐘的路，加上STEP課一小時和ABS那20分鐘，算是運動量充足的一天，但是，此時此刻，身體裡彷彿還有股蓄積的能量沒有消耗掉，得走走路，平衡一下。

那是《The L Word》在英國黑潭舉行為期三天的第五次影迷見面會，之所以顯得格外重要，因為這是Jennifer Beals和Laurel Holloman兩人第一次在公開場合同台現身。是的，就是Bette和Tina。對談的內容很長，而我好巧不巧地就看到了這一段。

Question: How was the last day of filming, was there something you did together as a cast when you finished filming?

They both said that they had all finished filming at different times and that Laurel finished earlier than Jennifer and yeah, that they had a kind of a wrap party, well not really a party but everybody just got drunk and stuff was just starting to sink in. And at this point of the Q&A you could see that talking about all of this had really brought back a lot of memories for both Jennifer and Laurel and then Jennifer teared up and said that it is really just now sinking in for her that it’s over and that it feels like a good-bye and she turned to Laurel and said that Laurel is absolutely fearless in acting and that she ultimately makes everyone playing opposite her better and Laurel said that’s how she feels about Jennifer.

Then Jennifer really started crying and said that she couldn’t have wished for a better partner and up until now she hasn’t really had a chance to just say thank you. And you could see Laurel’s face crumbling here and then Jennifer got up and Laurel got up and they just hugged each other really, really tight and Jennifer kinda hid her face in Laurel’s neck and Laurel kissed the side of her head and they comforted each other.

That was the end of Saturday’s Q&A and as you can imagine there was a standing ovation by this time in the hall and it was just incredibly intense and emotional to witness that scene on stage. Jennifer and Laurel were both amazing in sharing so much of their emotions with us and I just feel incredibly lucky having been there.
(Quoted from tibette.com)

能夠讓人安心在其懷裡哭的朋友不多。儘管在劇中，表面上總是Bette呵護著Tina，但實際上卻是Tina一直照顧著Bette；Laurel讓我看到，不管在什麼時候，她好像都是Jennifer的依靠。這兩個女人，不論是在戲裡戲外，都讓我心力交瘁。